Are you that guy?

I'm finding all the words to say
to wait until another day
I'm learning that it's nothing new
it's just a thing that I seem to do
I'm allways looking for the reason why
I started early on why do we die?
The answer was a loss not found
so I tried to keep my feet on the ground
I allways said if I knew I would stay
focused all throughout the day
and the work would be no problem at all
just a mission from the god who would call
but now I seem to know just where to go
and I'm tired so I say I don't know
but now I can't live here next to the lie
so I ask myself are you that guy?