Outside in

Get outside, you can't stay inside all day. You can't spend your life in the dark. Maybe I can. This is a ramble with no rhyme or reason or thought behind the words, this isn't too new for me. Nothing original about doing the minimal. How have I built such a life? I've almost just stumbled into some beautiful existence that some people search their whole lives for.

All I want to do is nap. I want to sleep it all away. I can't get enough of it. Even when I'm awake I'm dreaming. I'm fine with being by myself. I can go to the movies by myself. I can go to dinner alone and not give it a second thought. I've heard that 25% of the people are introverts.

I'm surrounded. I have moments of bliss, occasions of hilarity, and periods that are sublime. But I have years of numbness. I can check out. I can spend days inside.

Right now I'm outside in the sun but my mind stayed in the house.