Strange darkness

Strange change
Strange stillness
Strange feel
Sounds swim in my mind
Water flows through the being
The tower is crumbling
Both of the understandings are hidden
Hidden behind words
Hidden behind acts
Hidden behind signs
Hidden within the world
Hiddin both within and without
I used to know and it was good
Then I learned more and no longer knew
Then it became strange
Just go with it
It's just the drug
It's just the unknowable truth