I guess I'll let go

Before the mornig terror hits
Unless you're woken up by it
There's a moment of peace
A breif glimpse of hope?
Or maybe there's a mirage
Either way, it's a well lit room
I like those
The moment before the walls cave in
it's usually when things are the best
Right before your world crashes in around you
it's hard to enjoy these moments when you become aware of the pattern
then one day you find out that patterns are bullshit
then you truly are lost
is there any choices left at this point?
I guess I'm gonna let go...if that's an option.