The race must end

These headaches are too much
so much so I can't even touch
the one that's close
the one I love
it hurts the most
when I'm thinking of
the plans in my mind
the impossible kind
the one to conquer the world
that one makes me hurt
as much as I love the girl
I'm covered in dirt
so now it's the pain
inside of my brain
I've got to get clear
to get to that place
if feels so near
I'm ending the race