Closing moss

Restless jabs into dark unknown 
They don't pay well
Not for years if any
Words that penetrate are outlawed
Or ignored
The interest in things unlawful 
The pain removal for the masses
You chose this hell
But you've forgotten 
The forgetting is double bladed
Words of redemption 
Don't beleive it
No one leaves
The end takes a lifetime 
And that lifetime leaves scars
It all disintegrates into the first