Give me a blank canvas

It’s too much

I’m paralyzed

I’m trapped

Help me

I scream to the sky

Where am I?

It’s been years

I’m still in the circle

Under the pile of ambition

And I can’t move

The computer won’t update

Its frozen

My thoughts are not even my thoughts anymore

It’s all others

The weight is too much

Give me a canvas

Restart my mind

I need true blankness