A beginning clear

I've fallen from my written word
I saw the edge but couldn't turn
I tried from high to be the bird
But later found the falling burn
The fire heated my watered pot
Laying still in no type of shock
The blinding highs which I sought
Were nowhere found around my block
Holding court inside the heads
Of brainwashed stones and fakes
The spirit slept in softer beds
And so the turns my journey takes
They bring me laughter filled tears
The kind you see in the darkest dark
The kind that blind from all the fears
That all the others make their mark
For me this road is just forever
The concept froze my thoughts
The mainframe shook from the lever
Beginning the clears of clots