Reside in the paradox

My computer has crashed. Computer problems are always frustrating. Is God punishing me? If you beleive in God where is the line where his will stops and mine starts. I imagine for some people God's will is everything above the clouds and man's will is everything below. For other people mabey God's will is all the big stuff in life and man's is all the little stuff. Or maybe everything is God's will and this life is nothing more than a roller coaster. A ride with highs and lows that eventually ends but you have no control over.

Or maybe that angry guy smoking cigars at the coffee shop is right and there's no God at all. That's probably the closest to the truth but it's just not a fun one for me. I use all of the first three. In order to get spiritual you've got to reside in the paradox.