Learn how to die

Don't know how it happens but I'm back in Albuquerque. I don't ever want to come here but the people are nice. I have friends here. I do stuff here. Comedy being one of those things. I'm so tired.

There was a good amount of turbulence in the air today. Whenever there's turbulence I think of dying. I decided that I was ready. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to die or anything, I just decided that If I did I was ready. I don't know what that means or where that came from but it seemed to come from a peaceful place.

When I was studying meditation there was a technique called the "death" technique. You were supposed to just contemplate death. There's also a wilco song that says something like,"You've got to learn how to die if you want to learn how to live."

We've got to die to live. So here's to dying.