You first

Waiting waiting waiting for nothing
Expecting expecting expecting
You're not fucking pregnant!
Hoping and dreaming
It fades
You're left behind
Memories are bullshit
They're pretend
They're nothing
Except the death
This brings the memories of regret
Memories are everything 
But they're not for the weak in spirit
Don't be a coward
We have too many
We're all scared already
Be scared
You can't help that
Walk straight into the thought
Walk straight into the worst case
I've been there
It all eventually evaporates
It's not real
Nothing is
Unless you say it is